"प्रीत जो लागी घुल गयी, पीठ गयी मन माही
रोम - रोम पियू - पियू कहे मुख की सिरधा नाही"
"Means I have been dissolved in his love so much that I feel totally "अशक्त",
when he is close to me. Every cell of my body is taking his name again and again,
but my mouth does not have power to speak anything."
If this happens with you in front of your beloved, its very normal.
When your vision gets blurred watching his face without even a blink,
when all thoughts are miles away and you are in a state of thoughtlessness,
when comfort/discomfort doesn't matter,
when ears do not hear anything even in chaos.
That was the moment...
When I was waiting, to meet the person I everyday long for.
My body suddenly got so tired that I started worrying about how will I welcome him if he comes to me?
I can not even stand on my legs, how will I welcome him?
My spine is frozen, how will I bow down to him?
I cannot move my hands, how will I touch his feet?
I did not bring any flowers/gift for him, what will I offer?
I cannot utter even a word from my mouth, how will I ask him if he feels the same?
Oh God! Don't let him! Don't let him!