Saturday, December 1, 2012

Today's Experience : 1st Dec, 2012

                     This was evening of Saturday when I got bored of juggling with my laptop for last 5-6 hours. It was time to meditate and I needed it too, but I didn’t feel like meditating. So, I left the room and went outside on the road in front of hostel. Started walking, looking & listening to every direction of surroundings. Suddenly a feeling came into me that every particle of this creation belongs to me & I belong to them. I was feeling one with the creation. It was so powerful that a feeling of love for every particle, either it is living or non-living arose into me & slowly and unknowingly The I (Ego) started vanishing. A smile came onto my face. It was feeling like a deep Samadhi. And my mind came into a deep state of peace and bliss. No doubt, I was experiencing an open eyes meditation along with meditation in motion for the first time. I couldn’t go back to hostel. I have fallen in love with the nature. I was not feeling like speaking or singing even. I just wanted to be with that state of consciousness. I wished may this evening never end & I can spend whole my life walking like this. Before this, for a long span of time (couple of weeks), I was feeling very restless. Even in meditation I used to feel restless and lost in useless thoughts. And now, I got, rather I should say I was given an experience which was beyond imagination that I can’t tell you in any combination of these 26 alphabets. Naval tells me to have nature walk whenever we talk about spirituality, but I never felt this much of importance of nature walk. But now, I’m feeling wonderful. I am feeling very grateful to My Master for this wonderful experience.

In LOVE, The ego dissolves, love rises, desires stop, thoughts go for holiday, connection strengthens & person step to a higher state.

Friday, October 12, 2012

Everything is here for you only...


O Dear!      Listen!



Everything, whatever is in this world, is for you only…
The Sun is to energize you only and beauty of the Moon is for you only.
The Earth is to bring up you only, the whole world is here for you only…

I am here to serve you only, every person you see is here for you only,
Bad ones teach what is not to do, good ones are to accompany you only.
Attachments are there to make you free, hatred is to teach you love.
Wake up and see! Everything here is for you only…

Problems are here to make you strong and stable, events are to be celebrated.
Failures are to make you win one day, falls are here to take you higher.
Smiling faces make you smile, sad ones tell you to be centered.
Wake up and see! Everything here is for you only…

God, The Ultimate, is here for you only, he has created this world for you only.
Different forms of him are to be worshipped by you and he is waiting for you only.
His glory is to be heard by you only, lessons of his wisdom are to uplift you only.
Wake up and see! Everything here is for you only…

Every happening in this creation is for you only.
The diversity in the world is to be explored by you only.
Emotions are to be observed by you only.
Wake up and see! Everything here is for you only…

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

A Shaking Jerk Again



9th Sept 2012



AHO!
How can it happen with me? It is really very shocking for me. My mouth does not want to get opened to speak out anything. My mind is still going towards it again and again. Is my EGO becoming bigger? Am I wrongly interpreting the scenario? I am not aware of what is happening to me right now. I am totally shaken & disturbed. It is happening to me after a long time. It is like a strong thunder in the ocean after a long period of absolute stillness.

I know it’s all nothing and thinking about it means foolishness, but I am doing so. On other side, I am praying to get rid of it and surrender to him. Why it happened to me again and why I am thinking and writing about it, I don’t know. Anything I can do is Prayer. Bad happenings should be shared! So…(Talked to a friend about this)…, I am writing the whole event & whole scenario which I can see through my eyes. I have to come out of it by experiencing it myself, no one can get me out of it by telling some words like “It happens Dear!”, “Kuch ni hota, momentarily hai.”, etc. I thought I have got rid of it. But NO! It is still there. I was lost that time. I have to accept the fact that some part of me is still there.


All I can do is JUST PRAY