I think it was 7th of
Oct. I was feeling very frustrated and lonely in my office. Suddenly, I remembered
a message on Art of Living WhatsApp group
about Guruji coming to Delhi at 3:45PM which I ignored because it was my
office time.
So I decided to leave a little
early from office and see him because I was feeling very restless and only
Guruji can handle this, I knew. I spoke to my PM and left at 3:15 from office.
I was very frustrated that I
decided not to leave without talking to him personally and spending a time with
him. But as usual, he breaks all the concepts, same thing happened. It was a
wonderful experience. He was in front of me, guiding us a meditation. I felt, GOD
is sitting in front of me and I am very lucky to have this moment. Suddenly,
all my feverishness and restlessness calmed down. I realized how stupid I was,
longing for verbal interaction when he is with me all the time.
After some time, he went inside
the house and I came back to Gurgaon with a very much contentment and
intoxication.
That was 7th Oct.
Yesterday was 16th Oct and I was in a satsang. I realized a wonderful
fact during the satsang which I cannot explain in words, exactly. But if I try
to format it into words then I would say, I am very lucky that I have got a
living Guru in my life. God knows, how much life times I would have spent just
like that (just eating and sleeping). In this life, I can see him with human eyes,
hug him, listen to him, serve him, sing for him and do all the crazy things. I
hugged his photo, closed my eyes. It was very relaxing and meditative.
I was in very nice mood. So, I
had a wonderful dream this night. I met Guruji in my dream, I spent a lot of
time with Guruji in the dream. He fulfilled my wish of meeting him personally. He
was with me, playing, celebrating, gossiping, talking, walking, just like
normal friends. I was very excited. The strange thing is he was also excited like me.
During these happy moments, a funny thing happened. I
was trying to take a selfie with him. Both of us smiled. Clicked. But it was an
unsuccessful try. I tried again, we smiled again, I clicked again, but it didn’t
work. We repeated this 6-7 times. He was as excited as I was, every time we tried
to take picture. But every time, it was a failure.
Finally I came to know the reason
that my cell’s front camera mode was on but we were trying to click from rear
one (As it had flash). So it clicked everything, which was in front but us. Though it was a dream, but it seemed very real even after I woke up today morning.
He is what I am (what you are). Divine is what we are searching for in everyone, everything. Surely, divine is the ultimate soul-mate. :)
Jai Gurudev. :)
